carpe diem

i dont mean to get insomnia habitually, just feel like there should be more time spared for soberty. If night is longer than daytiime, i dont mind how dark it would be, nor will i care'bout how much time is left for sleep. The addiction is intentional. Not knowing what i can hold tight in hand, just keep my own way all the time. Disguised or not, i'm still the way i am being. Whatever, whoever, however.